Hey. Sorry for not checking in for a while I can't say much at the moment since I'm busy.

Luckily, Julie's alive and well. Her wound's bark was worse that it's bite. She just required some cleansing, stitches, and a few nights at the hospital to watch her. Right now she is home, but has suffered minor brain damage and lost her ability to talk. Therefore, Dameon and I are left in charge of reteaching her our language. She's doing quite well and has gotten a few basic, everyday items down and some other basics.

Other than that, we have been busy tending to her needs, so I've been a bit stressed.

Ack, she's awake again and hungry.


~Alexander Ives ♥

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Soz, tomorrow, around 10 am-ish, I'm dragging Chrissi with me and we will be spending four days together down at meh grandmum's. |3 There, we shall (hopefully) learn how to sew, goof off in the nearby nature (mebbe), work on AP work together (hopefully... it's so boring, omg), draw together (I smell Radu fan art coming from me), and do other random things.

:o And, now I'm gonna go back and try to finish lesson 5 of my Japanese learning program. YAY for cognates!

So, One Wed., Thurs., and Fri., Kitsune-kun was at meh house for most, if not all, of the day.  Basically, all we did the whole time was play N64, browse the GD on Gaia for some laughs, go on YouTube, walk to and from Kroger for junk food and quick fix Asian food, joke around, be sleepy, etc.  It was fun with it's random conversations.  We watched a lot of movies as well.  It was a blur, but a fun blur.  Especially last night, because we played with sparklers, burned up a Seventeen magazine in my driveway (Jordan screamed in his girly manner when a sparkler, that we thought was a dud, practically blew up in his face), caused well-sized bursts of flame by spritzing perfume into the mini bonfire, and roasted a banana.  Quite fun.

Also, Kitsune-kun and I have the same learn Japanese program, so we will learn together.  i just need to catch up. XD

Expect a F.A.E.O. update real soon.

Peace out
~Caer-kun

Yeah, I'm updating like crazy today. It's summer, I'm bored, and I'm wired, so... deal. 8D

Anywho, so I had to clean the house today. And, two GazettE CDs and a baleful of muttered oaths later, I'm back in front of the computer with pain ripping through my ribs. My ribs and lungs always hurt after cleaning since my lungs don't handle cleaner scent-filled air well and I cough like crazy. Tis fun.

Well, so, tomorrow Kitsune-kun (Jordan) is coming over. So, I'm plotting out what's gonna go down. We'll probably goof off and, at some point in time, walk to the Little Ceasar's that just opened up by the Kroger across the street from me. I've missed that place. They have good pizza and bread sticks. ^_^
He's also coming over Thursday because he's going to have to spend the night all because the pansy doesn't "want to be home alone. In the Dark. Without alarm. And no sweater." The pansy. Oh well, he'll be crashing in the computer room, which is right next to my room, so we could stay up late on the computer and look at PVs and what not.

Currently, my cat Tiger is hiding under my parents' bed, completely frightened by the thunder earlier and the vacuum cleaner. Shadow... Shadow is THROWING UP AGAIN?! WTF?! Dx I JUST CLEANED! Omg, that whoremonger of a cat! And, I'm gonna go start working on the next updates from Alex.

Peace out
~Caer-kun

ps. OMG, KAWAII! Try and figure out who is what pokemon. x3

((Alright... so this came sooner than expected.  What?  I was bored.  It's probably really crappy at the moment, but I want to post it before I forget.  I may tweak with this later on once my mind wakes up.  Oh, and Sarah... feel free to beat me for my, most likely numerous, grammatical errors. XD))



05. June. 2007
Dear Journal,
    Well, this is odd, no?   I've had you for almost two whole months, and I have yet to write a single word in you.  Well, that's if you exclude the "Property of Alexander Ives: Read this and I bite you" that I scribbled on your cover with red, permanent marker.  Don't take it the wrong way; I just thought that red would look good on your black binding.  Oh, whatever.  Onwards with whatever it was I wanted to chit-chat about.  I think I'll start with the day I got you, then hit the important events during the past two months.  Does that sound good to you?  Wait, why am I even asking you?  You're an inanimate object.  Wow, am I really that anti-social and desperate?  No need to dwell on such thoughts.  Time to recap and rethink these past two months.
    April ninth was the day I got you.  My birthday.  Dameon got one too.  His is probably already spammed with personal thoughts and his various crushes, I bet.  He is quiet a fickle-hearted boy, but he means well deep down.  I guess he jumps from one person to the other to try and avoid receiving too much emotional harm.  He's becoming like out mother.  Ew... I hope he doesn't live up to the rest of her reputation and unpleasant traits.
    Anywho, back onto the somewhat beaten path I was forming, April ninth was the day Dameon and I celebrated our fifteenth birthdays.  Our father finally caved into the She-Beast's will and didn't let us hold a flashy birthday party.  Instead, he just shoved a few hundred bucks into our wallets and shuttled us to the nearby mall.  There we met up with a few close friends and just wandered.  Frequent stops were made at the darker fashion stores, anime hubs, bookstores, and the food court, but not a whole lot was spent.  Excluding the journal and messenger bag I bought Dameon as his birthday gifts, I spent no more than twenty dollars.  Matter of fact, I still have a little more than three hundred dollars sitting in my wallet, patiently waiting to be spent.  It probably never will see the light of day again.  Or... just not for a long time.
    After that fabulous day of mall crawling, Dameon and I returned home, only to enter the perilous jaws of the She-Beast on one of her war paths.  After much terror, argument, and exchanged blows, Dameon managed to hole up into his room with only a scratch or two while I had to wait for my father to come home from his shift at the hospital to inspect my arm and ribs for any broken bones.  Let just say, out of us two, I have the rockier relationship with the She-Beast.  Mainly because I always protect Dameon and our little sister, Julie.
    That's basically everything that happened in April.  Oh, wait, hold on.  There was something else that happened of some importance.  Just give me a moment to remember it.  Oh, yes, that's right.  Dameon and I got our fourth cat towards the end of April.  Oh my God, he is the cutest thing ever!  He's a calico (oh, yes, we actually found a male calico, creepy, isn't?) and he has some of the prettiest green eyes anyone will ever see.  He's also quite small, thus he is the perfect lap cat.  He even has a personality to match his lap cat size.
    Alright, May.  Nothing much happened during this month either.  Just some problems with our tutor.  She was starting to overload us with unchallenging and pointless work.  It was driving my father nuts.  He ended up firing the old bitty after the school year was over.  Over the summer, father is going to make Dameon and I sit through his meetings and interviews with possible tutors.  That's the great thing about being home schooled; we get to pick out our teachers, and when we don't like them anymore, we can fire their asses without having to wait ten years because of those damn teachers' unions in public schools.
     Ano... anything else?  Outside of the daily, routine arguments and beatings, not really.  Oh, though, when one of the She-Beast's male friends-with-benefits came over for dinner, it was pretty obvious the She-Beast played around in the outside world more than she should.  She was all over this guy and would not stop flirting with him.  Why should a woman her age have a friend-with-benefits anyways?  It's just wrong, no matter the age!  And, of course, father decided to just ignore it all.  And, mum's actions brought some rather unsettling questions from Julie's mouth.  I mean, she's only eight years old.  I don't want to explain to her why "mommy's hand was near that guy's weewee area."  And she's so persistent with questions.  Ugh, the poor child.  I just pray that she won't end up like Dameon and I since mother seems to treat Julie with some compassion.
    June.  Well, I can't say much since it, you know, just started a few days ago.  So far, all I can say is summer vacation is quite relaxing so far.  Dameon and I have been "making lazy" on our beds most of the time, just chatting with one another, listening to music, or something along those lines.  Julie's been well behaved.
    Well, sorry for a bland first entry, Journal, but since I don't have a whole lot of outside interaction, I can't really complain about relationship problems or anything.  Though, now that summer's is finally here, expect more stuff like that.  As well as some deep personal thinking since my mind tends to wander. A lot.
    Anyways, I'll be signing out.  I'll update you on things in a month, though, expect a page or so to be filled randomly if something really emotional happens or anything.  'Kay then, I'll leave you be, Journal.  Sleep well in my drawer.

You're new owner,
Alexander Ives ♥

THIS IS BECAUSE I CAN, YO!  XD  This will be a tough set of decisions to make since I obsess over bands in general more than songs.

List seven songs you are into right now, no matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're not any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying now. Post these instructions in your LiveJournal along with your seven songs. Then tag seven other people to see what they're listening to.

1. SILLY GOD DISCO - The GazettE
Omg, where to start about this song?  Oh, I don't know.   XD  The GazettE is one of my favorite Visual Kei bands and this song just entertains me SO MUCH.  Plus, in the PV, they all look smexy, especially Ruki and Uruha!  URUHA PWNS IN HIS FEMME OUTFIT!

2. Passion ~After The Battle~ - Utada Hikaru
I've always enjoyed Hikki's works, especially Passion since it was my first song of her's I heard.  The After The battle version pwns because it's so much more soothing.  I really love Utada's voice.

3. OBSCURE - Dir en Grey
<3  This song just ROCKS!  And the PV, like most Dir en Grey PVs, is sickenly twisted to the point where it's delicious.  I mean, COME ON!  The Obscure PV promotes baby eating and and a bunch of weird, crazy stuff going on.  But, I like this song mainly because it's what got me hooked onto Dir en Grey.  Kyo's voice is amazing.

4. Eternal Silence - Phantasmagoria
Yet ANOTHER Visual Kei bad.  So sue me.  I'm new to this one.  Eternal Silence is my favorite song by them so far.  Mainly because it's really pretty, slow, and soothing, yet still manages to hold onto that Visual Kei music touch I love so much.  Go check them out, along with all the other Visual Kei bands. XD

5.  Don't Cry Out - Shiny Toy Guns
Shiny Toy Guns.  Go check them out as well.  This song is really emotional and saddening to me.  It nearly gets me crying, that's why I love it so much.  Very few songs can get me on the verge of tears now-a-days.  it's a lovely songs.

6. Rise - Origa
Second opening theme for Ghost in the Shell: Stand Alone Complex.  LOVELY song, like inner Universe.  it has an excellent blending of English and Russian and the lyrics are beautiful when you find out what they are.  All together, and really good song. -heart-

7. Hotel Lobby- Utada Hikaru
I just LOVE this song.  It's sounds wonderful and it about prostitution. XD  What's not to love about it?  And most of Utada's music.  Plus, i love the way it flows.  It was either this song, or "You make Me Wanna Be a Man" by Utada Hikaru. XD

Visual Kei Bands


Alright, About the story I'll be forming on LiveJournal as well.  Those of you who know me from school and what not might of read the original short story that spawned this large scale project.  Twas a fugleh' and rushed story, thus I'm turning it into this monthly updated thing and a LONG term project, at Sarah's request (though she suggested/requested this idea a while back.)  So, here is a summary!  *insert dramatic intro music here, kthx*
"For Ambrosine's Eyes Only"
    Alexander Ives is your typical teenager.  He lives with his father, a well known doctor, his mother, a.k.a. the She-Beast, his identical twin, Dameon, and his younger sister, Julie.  His life consists of being home schooled, tending to his little sister, and being the alpha and protector of his siblings.  He's a straight A student and has high goals.  But, on the eve of his sixteenth birthday, a single rocks falls and starts the landslide that begins to destroy the life he has built.
    Upon being separated from his brother, a series of events is triggered.  Enter Alex's mind as he plunges into the waters of the destructive life style laced and lined with drugs, sex, and alcohol and struggles to keep his head above the raging ocean.  Become keepers of his most intimates secrets and deepest fears as he decides which path to take.  Watch him try to regain his angel wings, to redeem himself, and to gain back his brother.


Yeah... lame summary... stfu, I've been up all night. XD  I'm planning to take this to, AT LEAST, his age of twenty-five, which means I have, at LEAST, a 10 year project ahead of me.  Oh snap. XD  Well, enjoy.  Expect the first entry either later today or tomorrow.  Whichever floats my boat.

So... I'm gonna go, like, crash on my bed soon and be out 'til 3 pm.  Peace out, y'all
~Caer-kun

HOMG, TIME TO FREAK OUT AND GO SCREAMING TO THE HILLS! FOR SERIOUS! I WILL SPAM YOU! SPAM YOU GOOD! MUWAHAHAHAHaHAHAHAHAHAH- *cough, hack, wheeze, keel-over-dead*

Anywho, howdy, howdy, ya'll. How are my huns doing, hmmmmm? Glad to hear. ^_^

Soz, yesterday was weird. I wake up around 12:50-ish with a phone call from kat saying I could come to her house and that Kitsune-kun was gonna be picking me up. My day brightens. I hang up the phone with the odd, heavy, ominous feeling on my mother;s anger. Then, before I knew what hit me, BAM! She killed my noon-ish time. For about an hour or so, all she did was bitch, scream, yell, and beat me while I was just trying to get ready and calm her down at the same time. She was just WAY to tightly strung. I mean, she slapped me 10 or so times because I didn't want to wear make-up (wtf kinda behavior is that?)

So, around 2-ish, I'm rescued by Kitsune-kun's mother (and I feel odd for saying that because she thinks I'm really weird, but whatever.) My day brightens again. I go back to Kitsune-kun;s house for a bit. Brightens more. Then we hustle over to Kat's house. Day reaches it peak. We goofed off, watched some pokemon, goofed off more, tortured Kat with Utada Hikaru music (I -heart Hikki), and goofed off outside (and watched, in horror, as Kitsune-kun popped his second assbaby on accident after we were playing volleyball with.)

Around, what, 7-ish, Kitsune-kun's mother came and dragged him and i back to his house, where I hung out for half an hour. Omg, Kiki would not stop licking my hands. I still feel the dog slobber. That whole half hour we listened to Hikki music. Then, I was taken back home and, guess where I go? Straight to the computer. I then proceeded to oC with Chrissi (funfun), play InkLink with Kitsune-kun, Chrissi, and my "Master" (who was a bit upset at the time, poor guy.)

Funfunfunfun. ^_______________________^ At this exact moment, besides typing this, I'm chatting with kitsune-kun (huzzer) and listening to yet MORE Utada, along with The GazettE, Malice Mizer/Moi Dix Mois, An Cafe, and Dir en Grey. Ah, J-Rock does wonders to soothing one's mind... especially Visual Kei bands.

So, I'll be leavin' now. Peace out.

XOXO
~Caer-kun

ps. I SPAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAM! >:3
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